BAKTISISWA 2011

Salam sejahtera n salam satu Mesia.....

apabila anda terbaca tajok kt atas.....apa yg anda fikirkn....????hmmmm.....so inilah program yg aku TERPAKSA ikot pd 25-27 februari 2011 yg lpas....hehehe...baktisiswa neh maksodnya lbeh kurang macam mahasisw/i berbakti kt seswa2 tempat......hmmmm....macam aku kata....first2 aku TERPAKSA k....diulangi TERPAKSA.....tp last2 BEST NK MAMPOS baktisiswa....seb baik aku pegi walawpown letih nak mampos.....diulangi LETIH NAK MAMPOS...hahha..sbb aku pgg sub comm biro activity.....so kt sini aku nk coretkn skit ape yg blaku time baksis from first day smpai la last day....panjang x panjang post kali neh aku pown tataw...hahahha...

FIRST DAY.....

ptama kalinya aku bangun AWAL NAK MAMPOS....seawal 4.30am smata2 jadual dkatakan btolak pkol 6.30am.....tup2 7 lbeh bwu btolak....lpa plak destinasinya adalah FELDA BUKIT KUANTAN....smpainya kt sana bsama bdak KAED.....ada smangat assobiyah dc2....masing2 dok ngan geng masing2.....nk wat cemne smua br kenal...masing2 kerek rrrr...then djemput oleh P.cik Jantan a.k.a ayah porap n paan....hehehhee.....for opening ceremony...tp opening start lmbt sket gara2 VVIP yakni Dr,Aishah n d geng tsesat.....maw x sesat,kalu aku pown sesat...kliling ladang klapa sawit....at d end of d ceremony,kami dberi kpd kluarga angkt masing2....so aku adalah kluarga first skali bsama mak angktku tsayang iaitu PUAN FATIMAH aka mak aji aka mak....bsama ngan saifullah yakni PM n 2 dak KAED yakni Hadi(apm) n husseeeeiiiinnn (sarawak boy).....then anak mak angkt aku yakni abg ROslin aka abg lin pown amik ank angkt gak iaitu 2 bdak KAED yakni firdaus n Zikri aka Z.....so abes ja makan tghari...tros ke umah mak angkat,....balik2 smua tdo dlu kpenatan....dak2 KAED x tdoq mlm gara2 pjalanan from gombak...then aku kjut smua bgn smayang...n abg lin bawak kami smayang jmaat.....yg bestnya time smayang jmaat....time kt kuantan...smpai masjid susah btoi nk carik tmpt duduk...tp kt sini snang ja carik tmpt duduk sbb penduduk x ramai......abes smayang ja....balik.....siap2 nk bkumpoi balik.....tepat jam 3 ptg....kami dibawa ke ladang klapa sawit....first time aku masok ladang n first time la tgk buah klapa sawit scara dkat.....best time neh...time neh jurang between dak KAED n KON makin dkat.....time neh adalah satu pngalaman yg x dapat lpa.....balik ja tros smayang kt masjid...after smayang balik umah........sblh malamnya....time maghrib p masjid smula....tp bestnya time kuliah maghrib.....aku tido mati.....best time tuh...sdar2 da azan isyak.....heheeh.....

them balik umah after azan.....Hadi excited gla bla abg lin kata nk bawak g tgk tomoi...tp mmandangkn smua da mcm zombie....so x jadi.....last smua tbungkang...hahahaha....Utk mlm first....suasana amat amat amat amat amat amat sjok.....

DAY 2......

mmandangkn smua kletihan n cuaca n amat2 sejok....smua SUBUH GAJAH....hhhahaha....yg biro aku incharge AEROBIC pown aku x p.....hahahaha.....tp xpe....PM KON n APM KAED serumah...so,ada org besaq...x risaw sgt...hahahah...so tpat jam 9pg...btolak ke tapat GPW dgn kereta Perdana abg lin...ntok bsiap2 ke pameran....then g kdai abg lin makan pagi.... saifullah n hadi x ikot skali...maklumla....ORG PNTG...hahahha..;.smbil2 siap2 ntok pameran....dak2 KAED bersihkn n cat tadika.....aku p tgk sat...bkn p tlg tp p layan dak2 tadika...hahaha..best.....then g kt medical checkup team ntok tlg....dsebabkn Pali menghilang....tpaksa aku gnti dia ntok blood presure...stelah tamat pameran...biro aku bsiap2 ntok program A MoMment To Remember pd pkol 3 ptg.....tup2 kna wat psembahan ntok cover masa tlebih...adoyai....balik2 carik lagu dgn Z.....x praktis pown....time psembahan.....BEST GLE...smua sporting.....psembahan dr KAED, NURSS n penduduk kampong mmg best.....x dapat lupa smua2 tuh......even tgk vdeo yg KAED wat pown x jmu2......mmg tbaik...n aktiviti abes tpat2 sblm azan asar......lpa bgtaw.....harineh smua aktiviti biro aku yg handle...penat nk mampos weh.....lpas abes ja aktiviti psembahan...tros biro aku bsiap sdia ntok skaneka lak.....prepare barang n sbgnya.....to b honest...SUKANEKA LA AKTIVITI YG PALING BEST N PALING AKU IGT SKALI.....ksian kt kak ang nk handle smua...so aku pown mnjadi mc bidan terjun pada ptg tuh...abes sora aku...tp bbaloi...time neh dak KON n KAED x dak jurang lgsg.....smua da masok air.....hahhaha..mggila smua...acara yg abes pkol 6.30 tpaksa abes pkol 7 coz dak2 neh dok sebok amik gambar.......cameraman jnoh time neh...but it was really really really really really fun........thanks smua for wonderful momments......dsebabkn abes lewat n umah yg jauh.....dak2 umah aku tpaksa maghrib kt umah snirik.....pas isyak br p ntok p lapah daging...tp mlm tuh x ramai.....abes tgn2 aku luka....tp best sbb sup yg depa wat mlm tuh SDAP NAK MAMPOS.....then p umah mak no.2 sbb hadi ckp dia jmput p makan umah dia.....tp mak da tdoq.....then esk padan mka kna marah......hahahhaa...kot leqah2 11 mlm balik...kol abg lin coz plan asal nk p tgk tomoi.....tp x jadik coz time tuh da beregu akhir...so balik la apa g...skali g smua tbungkang kpenatan tmbah2 aku yg sehari bekerja keras......

DAY 3(LAST DAY).....

cam biasa SUBUH GAJAH....hahaha...smua bgn lewat tmasok aku2 skali.....tp xpa...PM n APM ada...hahahahha.....sejam sblm closing kami smpai....hahaha.....tp time tuh smua sdih....sbb nk dok lg kt felda tuh...best...tp apakan daya.....time closing...Prog KZ dtg....time penghargaan ntok family angkt....aku dberi amanah ntok kasi gmbaq kt mak....sdeyh woo time tuh....pas wada'....... smua kalot nk amik gambaq...lama gak la sesi bgambaq...time neh sdeyh sgt2....masa bsama kluarga angkt n kluarga angkt terasa sat sgt3....x puas.....pkol 1 tghari btolak n smpai kt IM2 dlm pkol 1.30.....n berakhirlah program BAKTISISWA yg BEST GLE GLE GLE.......

hmmm.....to be honest.....aku suka dok kampong...tenang...nyaman...sejuk..best...n spanjang aku program kt sana...stiap kali balik umah ja....mak angkt aku kt sana msti sdia makanan...kira gheja kt sana gheja makan ja la....sbb tuh org kata pas BAKSIS aku tembam....padahai sama ja....hahahah.....just nk ucap thanks kt mak n abg lin yg mnjaga kami cam anak depa snirik...insyallah,nu'man akan slalu balik jengok2 mak n abg lin....insyallah.....

then thanks to my siblings.....saifullah,hadi,Z,firdaus n hussein coz sudi luang masa ngan aku spanjang kt sana.....siblings forever k....n thanks jgak kt senior2 n KON sbb bagi peluang ntok aku ikot skali...ini adalah pngalaman skali seumur hidop.....ntok my batch....tahun dpan kita wat lagi gempak n lagi best k.....

so smpai c2 sahaja....n aku lampirkn skali gambar2 waktu kt sana...smpai c2 saja...

wassalam....

bsawang da blog neh.....

Salam sejahtera n salam 1 malaysia....

wah....da bsawang blog neh...tu la dok tagak2 nk post blog.....x post2 gak..... then bla da xdak gheja sgt br la nk post pa2....jnuh la kampoi semua benda dlm neh nnti..... hmmmm.....nk start cemna ek....hmmm...x pa...crita la satu2 apa yg aku nk crita....hahahah...maybe smuanya bkisar ttg khidupan aku bla masok uia kuantan yg boring nk mapos neh.....

first nk crita sal kuliyyah aku.....KULIYYAH OF NURSING (KON)
actually mcm aku tulis dlm surat yg bagi kt sr.yvonne time mla2 masok dlu.... "i'hv been force to take nursing"....yes....aku dipaksa amik nursing dsebabkn bberapa faktor time cfs dulu....igt masok2 nk tukaq balik radiography....tup2 da jatuh ati kt nursing yg provide larger area then radiography...... mmg btol la bla Allah tutop satu pintu,pintu lain akn tbukak.....then bmula la idop aku sbg Student Nurse n really determine to be a good3 nurse......cme x ske pandangan sstgh pihak pasal nursing neh trutama male nurse.....lembot la...x seswai la....apa2 pown... nurse llaki dianggap sbg fardhu kifayah bg aku....era nursing smasa zaman Rufaydah iaitu nurse ptama islam pown tlah mmisahkn psakit llaki n psakit perempuan....so sapa jaga psakit llaki????fikir2knla....so aku rasa x perlu la pandangan2 yg close minded cam tuh.....
hmmmm.....nursing.....adalah course paling bz kt uia kuantan...dak medic pown x sebok cam kami....tp sebok2 pown still lagi dlm konteks education.....ska....so during first sem,pointer aku sgt2 mmberangsangkn.....n my OSPE pown aku skor....best3.....tp cma satu ja x ska nursing neh....workload yg sgt2 byk.....even i dont have time even for myself...dulu awai2 marah gak la stiap weekend ada2 ja program...claz la program nursing la...tp lama2 da biasa n da lali da....so da x kesah......cma yg plg best dlm KON neh...senior2 mmg support adik2 diorg.....aku x penah tgk lg la senior2 rapat sgt2 ngan junior2 kt kuliyyah lain...tp in nursing mmg best...ukhwah tuh mmg rasa.... mlawak ska ati...teamwork.....n the senior slalu bg advice yg best3 n bguna ntok ktaorg....same as d lecturer....kt KON.... lecturer smua sporting2....dlm klas mmg la kami as student n lecturer....tp kt luaq,cam family.....best.....x pernah tgk lg lecturer gelak nk pecah perot n bguraw ska ati ngan students n plg tsentuh tgk leturer mngalirkn air mata dgn student bla student ada prob n willing to help us..... THANKS ALL LECTURERS N CI IN KON......cma sdah2 la tuh pandang renda kt kuliyyah aku....we prove dat we r d best....we hv organized d best programme yg mndpt smbutan...we win a lot of thngs.....but,we change ppl with become a good example....so, I LOVE KON......

Next nk cakap sal family.....
hmmm....paling best dalam family aku....aku mnerima kehadiran members baru dlm family yg merangkap anak sedara aku yg first...iaitu.....

MUHAMMAD AL-FATEH.....

Comel x????macam pak teh dia....so bmula la idop aku sbg pak teh....apa yg pak teh arap muhammad dapat mnjadi pejuang islam mcm Al-Fateh yg terkenal....n sapa buli muhammad ckp kt pakteh....pakteh lanyak dia ckop2.....hahahahahha.....cma pak teh mintak maaf sbb jarang balik tgk muhammad sbb jauh n sebok stadi....Facebook la tmpt pak teh dok amik taw sal muhammad....thanks kt ibu n ayah coz slalu update sal muhammad....cma doa yg mampu pakteh panjatkn kt Allah moga2 muhammad sehat n jadi pnyeri kt ayah n ibu muhammad......even pakteh x sempat dukung muhammad lagi time kta jmpak dulu....muhammad so fragile....so pak teh x brani dukung....ehehehhe...la da ok da..muhammmad da keraih sket.....hehehhe....nnti besaq nnti pak teh ajaq muhammad nasyid...hahahha...tuh pown kalu ibu kasi....hahahha....

Nk ckp sal ape lg ek???

kawan2......

hmmm.....to be honest....i miss my fren kt cfs dlu......syafiq,zharif, both are my pet bro..... fit, sahabat2 etika,sahabat2 saljuk.....my room8...my junior n my fren.....miss them all....tempat aku bangkit smula..diorg yg byk tlong....tmpt aku gelak ktawa...tlg sama2.....tp smua da lain bla mai sini......hmmm...kt sini mmg aku ada bff snirik...wawa, kak mashi, aishah----> korang mmg d best...... porap ma best fren, paan, sirap n stadi group geng.....n i really appreciate them....diorg la tmpat aku luah sgala masalah...tp aku lbeh slesa sorang2 kt bilik...wat hal snirik.....sbb fikrah kawan2 yg lain pd diorg kt sini lain sket....x perlu la aku nk bangkitkn ape....biarla ia mnjadi rahsia.....cme nk ckp,AKU X SKA DIPERGUNAKN....itu saja..... im easy to get sensitive and easy to cool down....but once i starting to hate sumone....its really hard 4 me to get along....to b a good nurse,consider others is an important attitude.....n berakhlak la dgn org lain bla kita nk org lain berakhlak dgn kita..... pape pown,sama2 la kita menjaga imej n nama baik keluarga kita, kuliyyah kita n nama baik bakal2 nurse tuh snirik......no hard feeling k...hehehehhe....

tringat plak nk ckp sal nasyid....hahhaha...tu la....da start menaip...x gheti2 nk bqenti.....

SoOOOO Sad....kt sini nasyid x jalan sgt....windunya zaman2 skolah mnengah n cfs dlu....ntah la.... nk kata x dak org pggil ada ja....tp jarang2.....plus aku n sahabat baru kump A.R.M.Y masing sebok...susah nk gather smua.....(nama group tuh aku bantai ja...x sangka lekat)....hahahahahh..... cma yg perlu ditegor penasyid2 kt sini adalah masalah komitmen n really2 closed minded...... cemne ek nk cakap....hmmm....first sal komitmen....aku tahu kita smua neh sebok bbenor....tp kalu kita btol2 minat nasyid n blandaskan niat n suci murni,sebok bkn halangan......kadang2 tuh aku bg jalan yg mudah ntok wat psembahan tanpa perlu gathering or limited gthering among us...tp masih lagi ada yg x blatih snirik n mgharap sesi bsama kump ja yg xdak or sikit e2.....so cemna nk wat psembahan yg bkesan.....kbykn just nk cepat slesai n mgharap org lain nk bantu.....igt,....kita bkn pro mcm penasyid2 lain....last2...apa yg nk dsampaikn ya'ni dakwah kt org time psembahan x sampai dek masalah teknikal cam lupa lirik,timing, tempo, pitching.....tpaksa org lain nk cover....atas pentas da la mcm2 masalah,tambah plak masalah2 yg x patot mcm neh.....dsebabkn masalah2 tuh,diri xdak penghayatan lgsg n menda nk smpai tuh mmg x smpai.....im not talking dis to my group or others...n im not talk dis coz im perasan bagos...tp cba la renung2kn apa yg aku kata neh.....next sal some group kt sini sgt2 close minded.....hmmm....aku tahu aku neh bawak satu menda yg baru kt sini....dlm group aku snirik mmg x dak masalah sal neh sbb kami sama2 blajaq kt sifu2 kami trutama abg muadz time cfs dlu.....kt abg2 inheart pown kami blajaq sdikit sbanyak ttg apa tuh nasyid sbenarnya.....cma x perlu la nk cantas masing2 sbb kami dkatakan bwk satu benda yg bkn nasyid.....hello.....adakah nasyid tuh tletak pada irama,pakaian or sbgnya....renung2knla.....begitu susah penasyid2 di sini nk mnerima teguran....smpai kna backstab gara2 djemput oleh satu kump smata2 nk tlg diorg oleh ahli kump tuh snirik....biarla...pjuangan nasyid ttp dteruskn bsama kump ARMY....kn best kalu BHC kt sini terangkn kt manusia2 neh apa tuh nsyid sbenarnya....tp apakan daya...diri neh blom mampu mnerangkan sgala2nya.....kami neh junior n mka2 baru kt sini......tp stiap psembahan mmg kami bagi kaw2 nya.....cma nok yg lain,cemna la warga uia kuantan nk trima nasyid kalu stiap psembahan nasyid tuh hambar nk mampos n x dak isi lgsg.....x kesah la korang nk amik smua psembahan tp make sure stiap psembahan tuh ada standardnya n bkn mcm nk mencari populariti.....nasyid skrg bukanlah mcm nasyid dulu n x perlu nk diambil enteng oleh smua.....sama2 la kita betolkn niat kita knapa kita bernasyid...... cma aku plg igt psembahan kt sini masa wat psembahan kt POLISAS sempena program palestine from aku n ku bsama group iq-nig......best....msj smpai....penghayatan yg bagos dr kami.......n vokal yg mantap......mmg da lama x wat harmony cam tuh...last time ngan saljuk ja.....

smua tpegun...yg pntg msj ttp smpai......n feedback yg mnarik dr audience n pnganjur.....psembahan plg mnarik di sini so far......BSAMA MNGANGKAT MARTABAT NASYID....

LAst nk ckp sal pe ek.....kawan aku suggest....CINTA....uwaaa....malu nk cakap....hahahahha...

hmmm.....kt sini sebok bbenor x terpikir sal cinta....yg aku taw adalah cinta Allah,Rasul, Mama n Abah....Family n kawan2......lbeh pada tuh x tpikir g....tp x dnafikan aku kenal cinta terhadap org lain di sini...maklum la manusia....status aku skrg?>?? RAHSIA....hahahha..ada naik ada turun bak kata fit....hahahahha.... (blushing)....hahahahha........ :p

k la....smpai sini dlu waktu neh.....doakan aku disini mneruskn pjuangan ntok membela ummah yg tcinta.....i'll try my best to not dissapoint everyone especially mama ngan abah.....aku belajar mghargai mereka di sini...lgpown abah da pencen....mama plak going to pencen...after diz,its my job to t8 care of them plak.....nk bawak mama n tok p aji dlu...then abah ngan ummi plak....thats my first target after da keja.....doakan aku disini mmbuat yg terbaik....aku rasa inilah yg tbaik buat diriku...syukur pada Allah....THANK YOU ALLAH for make n giving me wonderful n meaningful life......

SALAM......

With english, we can go to the heaven. Taken aback??

"quran ko tu guane? bkn men bangge lg dgn bi tu. x hbs2 dgn bi tu. blk2 cite pasal bi. x hbs2 pasal bi. klau hbt sgt bi smpai blh msk syurga, aku pun nak." anonymous, June 12, 2009 3:15 AM

translation: " how about your quran? you seem so proud of your English. you keep going round in circles, talking about the same thing regarding to English. if we can go to heaven just by mastering english itself, for sure i want!" anonymous, June 12, 2009 3:15 AM

I bet u that the way i master quran is far well than you as i got A1 for quran sunnah and I did learn Arabic language some other time in the past. How about if I’m telling you that by mastering English, we can go to heaven? Just like what I’ve thought before that you are a narrow minded person, as your statement has proven everything! FYI, English is bloody useful to lure KAFIRUN to embrace Islam since English is an international language, which brings us an understanding that or a reason why people across the globe are using it as a medium of communication with foreigners, and even in classes in which the teachers are teaching their students/people about Islam especially in USA, UK and western countries. With a high skill of English usage, we can invite Kafirun to embrace Islam, spread about Islam all over places on the planet and teach people about the splendour of Islam. All this can be achieved with a profound skill of English usage. So, will they be shoved into the hell with everything they have done for Islam??? But for those who think appropriately, they would say that, they will be sent to the heaven. As a conclusion, with English, it can bring us good consequences (this context, going to heaven). But do remember, it is not something simple/easy to go to heaven for those who are idiot in grabbing any opportunities, just like YOU!

DANISH HEMRI(2009)

final sem a.k.a short sem....

salam...
pergh...da lama x post sumthng kt block....agaknya 5-6 mggu lpas....biasa la...short sem...sebok sgt2....tido,games,muvie n etc....hahahha...maklumla.....short sem...contact just 10hours...

alhamdulillah......short sem lagi dua mggu nk abis....meskipown akunya math cam da nyawa2 ikan...insyallah....final masih ada.....i just need to put more effort(mampu ka?) hahahahha......just doa yg aku mampu harapkan dr smua....

bout ma experience in short sem....actually dis sem....aku rasa aku lbeh tenang....n byk blajar a lot psal kasih syg.....actually pkenalan aku dgn ma best fren(adini) mndekatkan aku dgn sbuah family yg ckop2 best.....kluarga Puan Rohaya Ahmad.....kluarga yg pnoh dgn fun n kasih syg.....kadang2 trasa jgak d hati sbb aku rasa x pernah berada di dalam suasan yg mcm tuh.....walawpown pkenalan yg singkat....tp rasa2nya i'll go to kuantan ngan memori yg ckop indah.....btw.....thanks to ma family angkat di ampang coz sudi mnerima khadiran diri ini ngan hati yg tbuka stiap mggu.....will miss all d food d ampang....insyallah kalu ada ksempatan nu'man akan turun kl....insyallah...ukhwah fillah.....n sorry if nu'man ada mnyusahkan n ada wat salah..... auntie,uncle,maknek nazrin n especially adini....aku byk nyusahkan ngko....sorry sgt2 buddy....take care of urself....maybe our next meeting lmbt sgt2....maklumla.....kan ngko kata kuantan tuh H***......hahahah...hv a lot of experience wif u buddy.....

d next thins dat i learn in dis short sem is bussiness.....alhamdulillah...my first bussines in ma live dat is tart telur bjalan dgn agak baik....thanks to mirah,gya n izan coz byk mngajar sal bussiness kt nu'man.....maybe aku neh xde bakat nk jadi bussinesman...tp pngalaman neh ckop bharga......sorry kalu aku ada mnyusahkan korang...maaf sgt2.......but im really enjoy working wif u oll.....heheheh...

n aku ada prasan yg sem neh aku byk ckp n tulih in english.....alhamdulillah im improve a lot even ma grammar is here n there......but atleast im more comfortable to speak enlish....thanks a lot to all ma frenz dat always help me.....especially ma bestest fren..master of english....thanks for giving me dis confident.....ur english is superb.....wanna be like u......ish...neh la jadi kalu leh tulih b.i....x bqenti...hahahha

ada satu benda yg aku x leh lpa dis short sem....its about ma health....x pasal2 kne infection....actually aku pown x tahu cemne leh kne infection.....tu la nu'man...makan x jaga.....kbersihan x jaga....padan muka...kn da kna infection....tp akunya infection lain sket.....kt mana jgn tny...tp aku x dmam or ape......2nd time g ppum...kne inject.....padan mke....n all d symptoms n infection tros stop....cme mintak smua doakan result blood test aku nnti xde pape...da la result tuh kuar sehari sblm exam math.....mcm nk amik result exam la plak...but im getting more better than b4.....hopefully nothng happen la nnti.....amiiinnn....

tp yg paling best ble kne infection neh...aku dapat tgk d real environment kt hospital....aku g ppum....spatotnya akunye kes leh g bahagian klinikal je tp saje gatal2 g bahagian trauma n kcemasan...bhgn yg paling sebok kt hospital....last2 padan mka...kna tunggu bqejam2....tp best.....aku tny doktor tuh mcm2.....doktor pown layan je....last2 kantoi amik bahagian health jgak......hahahha...btw...thanks to arep yg tman aku p ppum for d first time,....skrg br aku taw cemne nk g hospital...heheheheh....

n lastly nk ckp bout ma 2 roomates......zul n yazid....so far 2 mamat neh ok....aku pown x dak masalah sgt ngan diorg......depa x bkira...so aku pown x bkira ngan depa....cma new environment sket ble blek aku djadikan pusat bmain pes.....kdg2 da mcm pesta....cma rasa bsyukur lg la x duduk ngan sapue....kalu x.....habis la.....hahahahha....sje je guraw2....jgn marah pue....tp kan...dis sem...aku amat dkat skali ngan member2 aku yg dulu aku x rapat.....syukur sgt2 im back to ukc1.....ramai yg da smakin rapat ngan aku.....da la ramai dok level dua neh...so...its really nice to have lots of fren.....

to all ma fren especially yg nk blah g gombak....thanks sgt coz b ma fren......sorry if aku ada wat salah pape kt korang....ukhwah fillah.....

rasanya tuh la stakat neh...penat mnaip...tuh yg malas update blogg....slalu aku tulih panjang2...bla karangan x leh tulih panjang2 camneh plak2...adoyai2.....k...bjumpa lagi d post akan datang....thanks kerana mmbaca....chaw.....hehhehe.....btw,,,,im taken.....awww...hahahahha....

salam....

cfs oh cfs......

salam....

now....im stuck best at cfs....adoyai....azabnya.....8 weeks gonna be here.....tp seb bek x kna repeat pape.....n this sem just only math 2.....alhamdulillah...x la berat sgt....

first time tgk result....tkejut sgt2....speechless n tros sujud syukur....apa yg dpat lebeyh dr expected coz sem lpas adalah sem aku yg paling sebok n paling x baca buku...thanks god yg kasi aku cuti dua minggu sblm start exam....alhamdulillah its worth it....just nk ucap first skali kt madam2 aku yg byk membantu....mdm maziah....thanks coz kali kdua amik phy2 wat nu'man x gentar n lbeyh konfident.....walawpown final susah tp carry mark dh bleh myakinkn yg i can do it.....second nk ucap bbyk2 thanks to mdm kesayangan...mdm azura.....seriusly....dlm byk2 mdm....mdm azura yg plg aku syg....tatkala aku mdapat trok a.k.a failed dlm mid sem....mdm meyakinkn aku supaya jgn drop n i can do it....mmg igt nk drop dh.....tp thanks to mdm....final really rocks....mdm la yg kasi wake up call....thanks sgt2 coz amik brat sal diri n byk membantu.....

next nk ucap thanks to my ex-room8....paan,sher n sharaf coz always be a supportive frenz.....aku akui dgn korang aku byk dapat ilmu2 scara santai....i mean,aku mendapat point2 phy n sbgnya dgn tgk korang nye note n latihan scara x sngaja....tgk time korang wat latihan n terbaca notes yg korang tggl atas meja.....maybe tuh byk mmbantu aku....thanks sgt2....n thanks jgak coz menjaga aku slama satu sem....mmg best dok ngan korang.....next nk ucap thanks to all my frens,classmate n jgak study group faqeh n d geng kerana byk mmbantu aku especially chem lab yg mana aku br bkak buku mlm sblm....korang la yg byk bantu aku...thanks....to all my frens.....fren forever....

lastly nk ucap thanks to my best-est fren yg walawpown jarang jmpa tp slalu amik brat sal aku....adini....tetiap mlm x jemu2 mlayan kol aku...hehehe....thanks coz always be a really3 supportive fren.....always nasihat aku.....always there mndengar masalah2 aku tatkala aku down....n really supportive time mid sem n final....thanks buddy.....ngko satu2nya kawan yg aku x pernah ada slama neh.....standing ovation for u.....fren forever.....

pergh...panjangnyew....tuh br sal result...hehehe.....hmmm..btw.....b4 aku balik....i got invitation to perform at a school at penang....alhamdulillah...its really good performance....stelah hmpir sbulan x perform...learn a lot....tp aku rasa dat trip is more to strengten our ukhwah....tdoq homestay yg hv d best view......p batu fringghi smpai kna obor2....n main bowling kt sungai petani time balik....its really d best experience i hv in nasyid with my old group.....mgkn slepas neh x dapat camtuh dh kowt....thanks to warga skolah Dairatul Maarifil Wataniah(DMW) kerana mnjemput....n to kawan2...perjuangkn la nasyid dmana anda berada.....

cma satu ja nk komen to sapa2 yg wat masalah for dis trip.....come on la....be professional....to a guy yg ada hal family tuh aku leh accept lg la coz family comes first n dia jgak byk membantu trutama dlm mngurus hal2 junior....at least dia ada gak give sumthng....but for d other guy yg bcome useless n mngejar glamor smata2...stop it la.....from skbbd lg da wat masalah....smpai la sini....populariti x ke mana....last2 makan diri balik.....its really shame la bdak nasyid jadi gitu..... its not only me that feel like that but others also.....btolkn niat balik.....get back to d right track.....u need to ask fahmi,chot n fitri la for what u hv done.....kalu aku,aku bantai ckop2....x gamak.....

hmmmm.....for dis pformance.....kredit to all pcussionist......fitri,chot,fahmi n especially bashir yg skarang makin pro....bagos2.....main x dak masalah dh.....walaupown last menet blatih....mmg for pcussion x dak masalah....ntok geng sora....tkejut ngan ksungguhan din.....improve a lot...2nd x jatuh...bagos2....for hazman....blajaq byk lagi....kalu bleh byk btanya....n matang lew....jd la seseorg yg boleh diharap....jgn main lpas tgn ja....ada basic tarannum yg kukuh...so apply la dlm nasyid....to haziq......u need to improve a lot....a lot....projection....scale....byk lg....blajaq cemna nk wat bla org pggei on d spot wat psembahan.....kluaq dr ur comfort zone.....dlm byk2 member,haziq plg kurang improve.....so work hard k.....

hmmm...mata da kuyu.....walawpown klas sket...tp tdoq amat penting....hahaha...moga2 aku x leka time short sem neh....aminnn....mnunggu2 picnic from snr bereau.....x sabaq....cpat2 la sket oi.....p mandi laut....hahaha......

ape nk buat ek.....

alhamdulillah...stelah btapa di umah bapak aku slama 3 ari....so balik ke aloq staq.....pergh...gumbira rasanya berada di ibu negeri tempat tumpah darah aku....macam2 kt kpala otak....suma nk buat....hehehehe.....

khamis mlm jumaat aku balik...smpai2...kfc dulu...lapaq teramat....pas makan tdo....boringnya idop aku mlm tuh.....

jmaat.....aku bgn agak lewat...11.00(bg ex-room8 msti kata DAH BIASA...hehehe)....aku bjumpa dgn adik angkt aku kt rfc......lama x sembang.....padan mka dak tuh,kna basuh n cramah ngan aku slama sejam....hahaa....sapa suruh nakai.....then balik n siap2 p smayang.....ati mmg rindu nk mayang jmaat kt msjid kt skolah...apa lagi....siap2 n tros speed ke masjid ghufran......igt nk jumpa adik2 maahad...tp tlupa plak depa balik cuti maulidur rasul.....pas smayang....makan2 kt medan.....aktiviti neh mmg ada dlm TO DO LIST aku sblm aku balik....tjumpa seorang sahabat lama....sembang smpai hampir asaq....pastuh p skolah....bjumpa ngan geng2 junior dok br tunggu result spm.....ptg tuh enjoy main bowling kt sentosa......best.....sblh malamnya aku ke insaniah tgk konsert....best wooo....

sabtu....pergi ke program MIM(mai imarah masjid) kt msjid sultanah.....dgn tujuan nk tgk ptandingan nasyid....yg pasti....aku tidak mnyukai style2 skolah mnengah neh.....Tahniah to SKOLAH SULTANAH BAHIYYAH sbb dpt johan....to SYMPHONY....CBA LAGI NOH.....byk perlu improve...JGN DOK BAJET KATA AMPA TUH STAR....ALBUM BKN PNGUKUR.....stlh slesai....apa lagi....BOWLING.....kali neh prestasi aku smakin mningkat....3 game...pergh....sempoi...haaha.....

ahad....sblh pagi dok umah...mlm p tgk konsert abg muadz kt insaniah...mmg best...abg hafiz algebra pown mai...masyuk...tleka sketika dgn psembahan...cma x ska pentomen.....i like d point....tp mleret2 n boring coz ckp byk dr action...dh mcm cramah dh aku tgk....tp xpa....gud effort n tahniah to INSANIAH....

isnin...p skolah pd ptg hari...jmpa adik angkt....x sgka dah tinggi bdak tuh....tp satu ja x brubah....prangai....adoyai...apa nk jd....

slasa(yakni arineh post ini dtulis)...p skolah jgak coz aku pbaik moto kt kdai dpan skolah.....tup2...rm100 mlayang.....duit2.....smbil2 tunggu moto,ngajaq dak2 HARMONIOUS.....aduh,....azab2....x brubah lgsg sjak aku tggai dpa 2 blan yg lpas....aduh///apa nk jadi.....

so far....neh la aktiviti aku......mostly my TO DO LIST dh smua buat kcuali pkena ice blended kt restoran mama n bjumpa husaini yg bengong.....

SO APA NK BUAT PASNEH.....BORINGGGGG>....heheheh...

cuti.......

Alhamdulillah…dh sampai parit buntaq..umah ayah aku…pjalanan slama 4 jam…mmg x trasa…..lgpown aku tdo2 ayam……byk bfikir ttg apa yg blaku slama aku brada di bumi cfs….ada duka n ada suka……susah nk describe……tup2…..air mata mngalir dtengah2 kgelapan bus…..mmg x ternilai harga sbuah PENGALAMAN…….

Pkul 3 pagi tepat…smpai dbumi parit buntaq……tharu ngan ayah aku yg sggop amik pagi2 buta neh tatkala jalan sgt2 la lengang….actually aku mai umah ayah aku x dak tujuan lain…..nk spend masa ngan family trutama adik aku……lama dh xspend masa bsama…..bla cuti ja msti ada komitmen lain….tp apa salahnya curi masa sdikit ntok family…..berada di bumi cfs mngajar aku harga sbuah family……btapa pntgnya family dlm hidop…..

Ttiba tringat psal exam……alhamdulillah……5 ari yg mmeritkn n mmenatkn dh blalu…..3 ari sakit kpala….plg tkejut exam chem. Lab….baru baca n ready mlm tuh…..thanks tu faqeh,paan,sher n jgak study group korang…..mmg byk mmbantu……thanks a lot….

Masih tringat di awai2 sem neh…bpindah bilik smpaila event trakhir…post mortem family day……dr keja2 medcy,leadtrain smpaila ke keja2 nasyid….sem neh yg mmberikan cabaran yg plg byk trutama dlm nasyid….stiap mggu ada psembahan….trasa lain plak,mlm2 yg dgunakan ntok training dganti dgn main game n tgk movie tatkala Battle Of Nasyeedian brakhir,,,,trasa lapang sgt2…..insyallah ilmu2 nasyid yg aku dpt akn dpraktiskn n dsampaikn kpd org2 lain….Thanks a lot to rakan spjuangan….rakan2 ETIKA…SALJU…..D’ILHAM….dak2 first year…..n jgak sifu…abg MUADZ n abg Azmi Manaf…..krana mmatangkn diri ini dlm stiap psembahan n pmblajaran……

Masih terngiang2 pbincangan ilmiah dkt A café….aku dpt byk pandangan……”x kisah pembaharuan,tp nak kekalkan originality”….i got ur point…..n ptg pd hari yg sama…..btanya pndpt kpd rakan plg otai….dia kata…..”nasyid adalah mngenai msj,bkn melodi”……tp bla dh pmbaharuan,adakah dnamakan original….hmmmm…..mcm tuh jgak kata2 abg muadz..”nasyid bkn mngenai suara,ttp mngenai hati”……kami diajar ntok mngekalkn vocal n mningktkn pghayatan spaya msj tuh smpai.…kt sini dpt drumuskn…..x kisahlah nasyid tuh melodi apa pown…yg penting adalah msj yg nk dsampaikan……melodi n vocal adalah kulit ttp isinya adalah lirik n msj itu sendiri…..cma stiap org taste genre lain2….apabila btanya satu pihak,nk nasyid neh wat pmbaharuan…..n satu lg nk kekalkn nasyid yg ori…..byk karya2 kt pasaran…ori mahupown lain2….pndengar la yg mmilih n wat pnilaian…..above all…..msj nasyid msti smpai….susah pnasyid nk ikut smua.....tp kami hanya mmpu mlakukan n mmbuat karya2 yg mmuaskan hati smua pihak…

Sronok pmbincangan td….mmg bagos ntok pnasyid2…..mmbuatkn kta bfikir….nnti sy bagi zine yg mnunjukkan knape nasyid mmerlukan pmbaharuan….

Btw…just nk ucap thanks to my room8…porap,paan n sher…..sbb mnjaga diri ini slama satu sem,….knangan bsama susah dbeli…thanks for evrythng…..luv u guys…..

Mata da kuyu…..mnuntut ntok pejam skejap…..insyallah apa2 akan diupdate….jmpa pada post mendatang…..SALAM UKHWAH….